It's a beautiful sunny day, and I haven't felt too bad in the past few days -- relatively speaking. Compared to how I felt last year, I feel horrible; but compare how I feel now with how I felt in April -- then one can say that I feel pretty good. My limping the last few days has become less pronounced. I'm kicking myself for not videoing my "walk" a month ago.. then I would have a great before and after to compare! However, I'm sure I can just make myself walk around the block and get the limp back in order to video it -- just not sure I want to :)
Had a good morning with some people I consider my friends .. very genuine people whom the kids love to be around. We discussed my trip and the conversation was recorded. Of course, with my insecurities that I always struggle with, I feel like I sounded like a babbling adolescent who couldn't seem to eloquently put two words together. However, I am grateful for it being translated into French .. so I'll end up having a great French accent and most likely sound like I was educated to some extent. Thank goodness for that! (ha ha). Bottom line, I am learning to accept the fact that there are days when my brain is stuck in a fog, and it just cannot get a complete and formulated sentence out. That's just the way it is these days. Wouldn't it be great if this could all change as of next week! I can only dare to hope that it can.
I find that I'm not sleeping too well at night, probably due to all the things I have to accomplish before I leave on Monday. I am grateful for the little bit of energy I am experiencing the last few days and am wondering if the prednisone has helped in that area. Regardless, I am going to enjoy the next few days with my kids, with T-ball tonight for the boys and Julianna's 3rd birthday party with our family on Saturday.
I have lots of hugs and kisses to give before I leave!
Had a good morning with some people I consider my friends .. very genuine people whom the kids love to be around. We discussed my trip and the conversation was recorded. Of course, with my insecurities that I always struggle with, I feel like I sounded like a babbling adolescent who couldn't seem to eloquently put two words together. However, I am grateful for it being translated into French .. so I'll end up having a great French accent and most likely sound like I was educated to some extent. Thank goodness for that! (ha ha). Bottom line, I am learning to accept the fact that there are days when my brain is stuck in a fog, and it just cannot get a complete and formulated sentence out. That's just the way it is these days. Wouldn't it be great if this could all change as of next week! I can only dare to hope that it can.
I find that I'm not sleeping too well at night, probably due to all the things I have to accomplish before I leave on Monday. I am grateful for the little bit of energy I am experiencing the last few days and am wondering if the prednisone has helped in that area. Regardless, I am going to enjoy the next few days with my kids, with T-ball tonight for the boys and Julianna's 3rd birthday party with our family on Saturday.
I have lots of hugs and kisses to give before I leave!
Just bookmarked and set your blog as my homepage. Thanks for doing this Dawna. Praying for you and the whole procedure.
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